My Birthday!

I am officially out of the teen years. 

20 years old!

Esther Rose and Grammy spoiled me at the mall. 

What made my birthday the most fun was doing things that made the princess happy.

Oh how things have changed!

I am learning how selfish I am. 

It's funny because I genuinely never saw myself as selfish. 

I got here because of my selfishness. 

But reality eventually smacked me in the face.

And I allowed God to humble my heart. 

And He gave me something beautiful. 

He gave me clarity. I see myself in better light. 

I most specifically see my character flaws. 

He gave me clarity in order to own my flaws, but also to work through them. 

So I can be the best I can possibly be for this crazy baby! 

Oh how I love this girl!

Oh how I love doing life with her!

These are the moments that remind me that God will be all that I need. 

He will be my husband.

It will be ok if its just the two of us for a while, maybe forever.